All that I have ever wanted with my life is to find someone life my ex-girlfriend. But I have been trying to find a girl that does not really exist and it is time for me to live in the reality. I was still fairly young back then when a tragedy happens in my life. I and my girlfriend were walking in the woods when a bare suddenly caught us. I ran as quickly as I could but my girlfriend was not so fortunate. I was so scared for my life that I did not really cared for her. After all the commotion my girlfriend thankfully lives. But she did not find it in her heart to forgive me. She was so mad at me for leaving her behind and rightfully so. I was a coward and I did not deserve her. All I can do right now is swearing to me that I would never do that kind of stupid mistakes again. It does not matter who I am with as long as I become a man for the first time. I can’t be with someone who is not willing to be brave like I did in the past. People did not really have a good time when they were able to find out what I did with my girl. Even the people that I thought loved me were not so pleased with me. They are trying to figure out why I ran bit all I can do is be silent and face all of the anger they had on me. They are right to be angry at what I did because I should have never been afraid in the first place. But all of that is all over now and it is time for me to figure out what is my next step in my life. I can’t really say that I am comfortable in being with someone again because I might do the same mistake over and over again. What should I be doing is try to find a Newbury escort. Only a Newbury escort from https://charlotteaction.org/newbury-escorts would be able to accept the cowardly thing that I did and I was not wrong. A Newbury escort welcomed me into her life and did not judge me like all the other people that I know and love. I felt like she is giving me a second chance in life that’s why I immediately fell in love with her. It seemed to be the right thing to do so I my best to show a lot of people that I am still waiting for someone to love me. Thankfully a Newbury escort has welcomed me into her heart and shown me how to be a person who can deal with a lot of things. I can’t thank this Newbury escort enough in showing me the entire right attitude that ultimately made me fall in love with her. She’s the most wonderful and care free person that I felt. I was a real jerk in the past but that is all over now for sure.